Jeffrey Rossman from Connecticut being outed as a homosexual sissy queer

My name is Jeffrey Rossman. I live in Connecticut in the United States and I am having to come out to publicly admit I am a homosexual sissy faggot and that I love boys. I shave my legs,wear panties, bras, pantyhose, skirts, leggings, high heels and I love to wear eye liner, mascara, eye shadow, wigs, lipstick, etc. People who know me have no idea what I have kept hidden all this time. I enjoy shopping at women`s department stores and I smile when I see women looking at me as I pick out panties, leggings, bras, pantyhose, etc and know they are giggling at me.  There is something almost magical when I am out with a boy who knows I am a sissy faggot as he fondles me underneath my skirt and feels my panties and pantyhose and when I turn to face him, I see he has an erection. And then he takes my hand to his zipper and has me pull down his trousers and when he steps out of his pants, I see the hard bulge in his underwear. He has me slide his underwear off and then his hard penis is facing me. And, of course, I am on my knees as he firmly places his hands behind my head and guides me to his penis which fills my mouth as I lick, suck, and stoke his manhood. And the best thing is when he keeps his hands on the back of my head so I cannot escape having my mouth filled with his hot cum and then being made to swallow it all. All to prove to him that I am all the sissy faggot any alpha male would want.